Confession

Daily News

2009-11-02T10:26:00.005+08:00

On the Investiture Day

The Balestier Chapter

Hey there,

Sorry that i have not been updating like so long, i felt that ages has pass by. A lot of things happen, i dont know how to explain. It's like for a moment in time of my life where everything was so quiet as if it was a pindrop silence then suddenly things came gushing out from everywhere.

School, Sc, Friends and even my Personal life. The motion is moving till my eyes is swollen right now, to make things worse, i just recovered from fever but the irritating cough is still holding tight to me as if i owe it lunch or something... Sigh...

To make things worse, now i got a sore eyes on my left eyes that looks like a bull's eye on a dart board... i felt so pathetic...

For SC, right now it's just above one week since the investiture day, unexpectedly i am now the president of ite college west balestier student council, like anyone would believe me... Sad to say, the workload increase tremendously that right now i have little time to spare for my studies.

Test is starting at 10a.m later and here i am blogging my brains out, reminiscing the past events. Other than that, my exams is just next week on the 3rd december. Hope i did well for it.

Whatever that comes, pray that i have a smooth journey k...

Taking care people's

See ya around.

Macster Raya Outing '09

2009-10-05T04:12:00.010+08:00

Hey there,

Sorry that i have not update for so long, things were busy for me ever since Hari Raya begans. First thing, most of my relative were in malaysia, so hari raya doesn't seem much for at first but then things change when i'm out with my working friends. We call ourself Macsters.

Things were chaotic and we were like kids when it comes to taking picture, Woah, i cant even describe it in words. hehe!!... i wont deny it, i really had lots of fun, we mit up at 11 and as usual, Malay promises, those people were late and they all finally gather at 1.30...

We went from house to house with over 20 bikes with a Van and a Car... woah... Those people on the road were like looking at us wherever we go..

Those are some of the picture taken during our outing... for those who know me, do look up for more picturesat my facebook... hehe...

Till then...

Daily News

2009-09-16T20:34:00.012+08:00

The Class

The Second round

CX and khai

The Girls

Udyn Posing

The Boys

Our Dearest CA: Mr.Eric

At the furniture Shop

Hey there,

Been sometime since i last blog, many things happen, just not sure where to carry on or what i can remember.

Lets see, from my last update it was just fasting and work though i miss half of the fasting period.
Hardly out, or rather i just have no wish to be out, on the previous friday, it was Dad birthday, Happy birthday dad though we have nothing to talk to each other.

Then came saturday, the whole family went out to shop for sofa. We went from Macperson to The Greens at Bukit Merah. Bought a sofa there and it was yellowish white. Then we went to IMM to shop at Daiso and also to break fast there. For some reason, i was kind of hungry and ate two plate of Noodles in one meal.

Then on the Sunday, We went out to Geylang in the evening and bought my clothes for Hari Raya. I bought mine white for this year.

Then Monday came, the whole class went for bowling at the CSC near our school. It was one hell of fun. We laugh, bowl and make chaos around the place. Hahakz... Not to forget, we went camwhoring again. And i bacame the photographer as per normal. Heez..

Today, school went on as per normal, went to shop for some thing and went back to school for class. But nevertheless, i enjoyed my company with them.

Kind of tired now, Hope u people enjoy the pix and the blogs.
TC..

Quiz Test

2009-09-03T14:16:00.005+08:00

Hey,

Sorry that i didnt blog for these past few day, cause i really didnt have anything to update this past few days. but one thing is that it was a boring weekend i had. Just at home, on the Comp and waiting for time to break fast... Haiz...

Really need some answer for my life soon...
Anway here is something i come across while playing the net. Its About Myself, Here's Something That i may share with u guys...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Here is the source:http://www.quizbox.com/personality
Have fun trying it...
TC

Daily News

2009-08-25T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hey,

its 2.30 in the morning now, having my breakfast for the fasting month. Haiz...
Today was another normal day like before, school in the morning, late by 40 min for class,
work in the evening, thanks goodness the order was pretty slack today, only had 8 order for the 5 hours job i had today. The thing is, something surprising happen to me today. Let me explain.

At the very last order i had to send, it was to be delivered to hong san walk condominium, the customer was from germany with 3 ladies in the house. Pretty hot huh...?
But the thing is, after i had ask them to check the order, they ask a request from me and guess what? they want a picture to be taken together with me.... I was like having the shock of my life.. i swear i could have been stunt there for about 5 secs. Its because they were going back to germany soon and they taking pictures of their stay here in singapore, they also explain that there were no McDelivery there back in their Countries.

Cant tell u guys how honoured i felt then but oh well, its just a 5 secs excitement. then after all the transactions was done, i make my way back to the hub and ended my shift. hang out with them for about an hour or so which after that i make my way back home.

Here i am...
Home eating and preparing to sleep...
Gd nite guys and gals...
till next time...

Daily News

2009-08-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

Hey,

Its close to 2a.m in the morning now, just ended my studies for the phase test tomorrow. Pray hard that it'll be a breeze, anyway nothing much happened today just that somehow i'm feeling rather tired today.

Class was freaking boring and people around me are busy doing their own stuff. Seems like i'm living in a 3D world. Ended class at four and i make my way back home. Again, the house was empty except for mum and she too was preparing to go out and meet sis.

Open my books and laptop studying all day long, Sigh, Its a bored day today and for sure, i am not in the right mood, something keeps messing with my thoughts and i just cant figure it out. Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Well, need to tuck in now, Taking care.
Bye...

Daily News

2009-08-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

Hey,

Sorry that i havent been blogging for some time now, been rather busy and how should i say this. There are good and bad things..
Let me say the good part first..

Good thing is, its just a bit over a month since i broke up and i have finally get over the feeling, no more depression over this side and i pray that she will always be happy with him. Though our time together is really short, at the very least i'm grateful for the memories though it may not be much, i was still happy then. Time really flies, now i am back to the spot i use to be. Work and study all year round. I have also seen friends who were there for me, new thing in sight and i m starting to remember this feeling. A warmness that i seem to forget long ago.

Bad thing is, Situation around is not that good, politics everywhere i go, pain struck the heart of my close ones and tears flowing down. What is this feeling, its as if i'm seeing destruction all over. Just for that one moment, i truly wish that peace would come to me. Though it may not be much, perhaps, right now all i need is just a little break. Away from this worldly pain.

I do hope that one day, that single ray of light came and bask me in its enlightenment. Maybe, that single person, is already around me. Whatever it is, i have to move on now.

Thanks to all for everything, the memories and the joy....

Pictures

2009-08-12T08:31:00.008+08:00

Hey there,

Sorry for the late update, Something wrong with my blog.
Enjoy

Journey Begin

Go-Kart Racer

Macster Gunmen

Departing for KL

After Sports War

Shower Peeps

Daily News

2009-08-03T00:15:00.005+08:00

Hey,

I'm finally back, its like i totally forget the time this enjoying weekend.
Haha..

Lets see, On Saturday we all(the mac riders) plan to meet at 8 am at the hub but as per normal, majority was late and we finally depart at 9.30 in the morning. They were so chaotic that everybody at the woodland checkpoint look at us. Haha...
Went through the biometric section and i was like so awe as it was my first time going through that thing. Finally after everyone clear, we went to our van and this time again they make chaos.
Then off we went to our pit stop at Machap to have our breakfast.
Ate some light stuff and off we went again to the next pit stop at Ayer Telok(Did i got it right?..
There we ate at A&W, Woah its like forever since i last ate that.

Then to begin our Objective there, we went to Port Dickson, There we played Go-Kart, ATV(All Terrain Vehicle) and Paintball. My gosh they were like mini army trying to shoot each other guts out.
Haha...
And i was the Photographer using Rezal camera...
We ended close to 8 and proceed down to Kuala Lumpur, There we Stop at bukit bintang. Ahmad suggested we all have our dinner there and we went to Subway. Ooohh... They were yummy... Haha...
Then later we split up, me and half of us went to went to Petaling St to shop but sadly, Almost all the shop were close by then. I managed to grab a Jacket and Chelsea Long sleeve shirt..
All the way Blues...

After that we proceed back and meet the rest at our Van and head back to Singapore. Reach the Custom At 6 in the morning and i was like Home Sweet home by 7..

Then Today, Woke up at 2, Take a bath and get ready to meet Dya and Elisha at Old Woodland market. We ate lunch there and Accompanied both of them to buy stud for the tongue.

We split up there and i proceed next to East Coast Park to celebrate my Team 5th Anniversary.
Happy 5th Anniversary Team Ilham. Haha...
We were like so loud people were looking at us as in thinking what were this kids doing.
Whatever it is, we couldn't care less. We had fun, played pranks on everyone and cam-whoring everywhere.

As they always say, Time flies when you're enjoying yourself. It's like 11 then and i had to leave back home. here i am finally home and Updating u guys..
Blogs Having some problem now, I'll upload the pix another time k...
Hahaha...
Till next time...
See ya...

Daily News

2009-07-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

Elisha

Elisha And Me

Sis Mum And Me

Sis and Me

Sis And Me

Ifaa And Izan

Ifaa

Hey,

This few days has been a blast for me, countless thing happen that i dont know how to begin.
Let's see, to start off i want to say thank you to two people, that is Elisha and Ifaa. U girls have make my time memorable and enjoyable. Thanks for spicing up my life.

On thursday the 30th of july, Class ended earlier than expected. Elisha and i had plan to eat sushi and we ended up at causeway point. It was delicious and i just dont know how to tell u guys how full i was. Hehe.. Then after that we went to Mustafa to buy some daily needs and my lil brother stuff. Whichafter that we went to bugis, as Elisha need to buy her Cardigan. Then later we went to penisula as i wanted to buy some clothing. At the same time i found my earpiece there.Then finally we went to East Coast Park, to get some breath and catch up on missing time.
Sent her home and finally its my turn to go home.
Damm tiring day it was...

Today, I went to ten mile junction with Epain to buy food for the pit. Surveyed from 2-5.30 and we sent the food to his house which later i met Ifaa at senja. We sent her stuff to her house and later we went to West Coast Park. Upon arrival, we went to mac and bought drinks, sat at the waterbreakers and chat all the way there. Really after all this time that we lost contact, Many things do happen and i see that she grown up alot and much more . She shared her stories with me. But somehow, i sense some loneliness and sorrow in her voice. Just kept it quiet till she is ready to tell me.
After all that we went home.

Felt so damn tiring and tomorrow i still need to wake up early, Going to Port Dickson to enjoy myself with my friends...
Just cant wait for tomorrow, Love you guys and girl, Thanks for cheering me up.
Hehehe....

Sigh, need to tuck in now.
*yawn
I update u guys when i get back.
Till then.

Gd night and gd bye..

Daily News

2009-07-27T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hey,

Just got back from work here, had a non-stop order rush from 6-11 like as if nobody eats before. Whatever it is, i'm tired through and through with it. My minds keep wandering off while riding,so many things that i dont remember much what i was thinking off just now. Few things left some marks behind like me thinking of her. The very question she ask when school reopen. I dont know if i should say it here but i leave it at that first.

Honestly, is truthful counts as a whole or partly? Was an act enough to keep me satisfied? i surely dont know. But what i do know is i given my heart in that relationship. Though it was broken and crush, but never once did i regret cause i knew that i had given it my all. The trials that i gave, the feelings that i brought to. It was not a joke. Why does this happens to me all the time. It's like history repeating itself.

Its past midnight now, and here i am thinking of this thing instead of sleeping for class tomorrow. oh gosh!! Still, i just couldn't get my mind to rest. How am i supposed to with all this pain in my heart, when all the promises and trust was broken. Do this thing still have a head start. i'm still being the clueless one here.

Whatever it is, gd luck for me.
Going to tuck in now.
Till next time, TC

Daily News

2009-07-23T13:06:00.009+08:00

My Cutie pie CICI

Panorama

Me and Izzah

Stoned

All smile

Hey there,

Sorry that i didnt blog for these few day. Something is wrong with my blog.

Anyway, things came pretty rough lately. I manage to confirm my suspicion. Its true that she was playing behind my back, and got to know that there is more than one.

Whatever it is, i'm done with it.

Next, finally i'm back in class. Back from the boring workshop that is all talk. Yesterday was fun for me. Had a great laugh when taking pictures, me being childish when being force to cam-whore.

Then after school, i went to meet Izzah and we went to Lot 1. Went round and round surveying for TV to put in my room. Since it was Mega Raya promotion, found quite a few good choice but the problem is it ran out of the budget.

Never mind bout that, we walk home at about 10 and we could still take photo's but that. Laughing away and chatting at the void deck. Still fed up bout this pimple at my cheek bone, damm it would take like forever to remove it. That shux...

Back home, i got to know it was my cat Cici birthday. Oh, happy birthday cici, u are five years old now. i can enrol u into the kindergarden now.

Haha..

Like you would understand.

Anyway, got to concentrate in class now.

Get back to you soon.

Taking care.

Daily News

2009-07-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hey there,

Just came back from work here, had a pretty rough day today. School in the morning when i was like an hour late for class, things been quite tiring for me lately. No valid reason why but it just came that way.

Someway, it just get pretty awkward when she's around me nowadays. The first of her kind i had ever felt, not anger that i felt but utter disappointment. Still holding everything in silence for me.

Anyway, class ended halfway through the day and bored with nothing to do, i went west coast park to catch some breath there. Tons of thing came gushing through my mind, mixed emotion came playing with my thoughts. I ended up walking one BIG round around the place.

Then shortly i went home and had a short nap before working, it was fun working when u know people are always there to make u laugh and share with u your joy and pain.
They are nice people though they may be chaotic....
Thanks Guys....
Haha...

Well, Need to tuck in soon.. having class tomorrow morning...
Argh... Endure man... The Goal is there...

Till next time.

A New Beginning

2009-07-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

ME
Mei2 and Me

Me and Hafis

Hajar and Jenny

Hafis and Hajar

Hey,

this is a new blog that i created and a fresh start for me. To forget the past and to start anew, away from the bad memories that i get from her. Everything was a dream, a dream that made me realise that all this is just a moment. Moment that made me hold on to my belief.

Just broke up with her but i dont blame her for leaving me but the reason that we broke up is unreasonable and to make things worse we broke through the sms. Felt like a playtoy, a spare tyre that is used and thrown.

Do i deserve this..?

Just cant be bothered anymore. Whatever it is, i'm moving on. To the next big thing waiting for me. LIfe has been good enough to me, though not pampered i still earn my keeps.

Yesterday, went out with Mei2 and saw hajar and hafis at marina barrage. Cool place but we didnt get the full view of the fireworks. Still it was fun, we went cam whoring and laugh. Time was short but still it was worthwhile. Thank you mei2 for accompanying me. Felt so much better...

Hehehe...

To the glorious future, here i come...

Weee....

Yrs Sincerely,

Izan